I keep telling myself that my mind still hasn’t changed. That I don’t want anything to do with you. But really..

I’m not going to finish that thought

— Robin Scherbatsky (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

You say you miss me because there’s a void in your life. The feeling like there’s something missing. Like there’s an emptiness that can never be filled again like it once was. It’s because we were together for two years. It hurts. And it sucks trying to get over what we had. I know this because I feel the same way.

I guess I found other people in my life. But I just don’t want to move on just yet. I feel like i cant. Because I know the same thing will happen again. The cycle of a relationship. It always ends. It always results in someone getting hurt.

I really hate how your friends who you don’t even talk to anymore, hate me because of your stupid lies. I never even talked to them before. But that doesn’t stop haters. Urgh whatever

When I have been hurt way too many times? When every single person I end up trusting, uses me or hurts me. I don’t want to risk it again. I can’t risk it again. I don’t want to give anyone a chance. I don’t need this..
And what’s funny, is that that fcking idiot who took advantage last year, is talking to my friend. He’s treating her like she’s a fucking princess. And that hurts. I mean, what am I to people that like me? Will I ever be good enough to be more than just a booty call? A rebound? Fuck.